Happiness

I just realized I haven’t posted on here as fast as I’d like. Life gets in the way of that I guess.

I’m currently sitting in my work office parking lot on the bench waiting for my car to get an oil change next door. It’s a beautiful morning here in the Midwest, with just a slight sticky feel. You can tell the weather is wanting to change but summer is just trying to hold on a little longer. I personally love summer, but now I’m kind of ready for fall. I know my mind hates fall because that means seasonal depression is among us, and I already struggle enough through the year with my own depression.

Some funny news to share! I thought I could maybe be pregnant. I was scared but yet excited because that wasn’t what my husband and I’s plan right at this moment since it’s only been a month since our wedding. He urged me to take a test last night to put my mind at ease. Turns out it was negative. Waking up this morning I have mixed emotions about it. I was kind of excited because I want to be a mother, but I’m also wanting the time to be just a little better so it was also a big relief. I’ve felt super sick for the past 2 weeks, but maybe it’s just a stomach bug. My period is next week so I guess time will tell.

Since my last post a lot has happened. That post I made I was on the verge of a total depression spell, and it spiraled into a huge life crushing event. Now I’m getting back to some light of hope. For that story though, i think I’ll have it for my next post. I want to be able to share all the details on its own. I think it deserves its own post.

I’ve noticed after I write in this blog I feel somewhat better just being able to get it out of my system. I’m definitely ready to put some things out there! For the rest of today though I’ll be repairing and old building with my husbands family so they can fix it up from a tornado we had earlier this spring.

Now is the time to start heading back to my car. I hope everyone has a great Saturday!

With love,

Kelsey.

Beginner

For my first post i’m just going to post a little about myself. I decided to try and make a new blog on a clean slate. At one point I did have a Tumblr set up, but after of going on a Social media cleaning spree a lot, I was pretty much locked out of my account and no hopes of getting it back. I also refused to not make a new one as all of my content and heart was on that account. So here I am!

Alright, a little bit about myself. Well, I’m Kelsey. 24 years of age. I just got married about 2 weeks ago. Exciting right?! Except it doesn’t feel really different now that things are setting in. I live in the midwest where seasons chance and feelings change. I work full time as a medical biller for multiple hospitals throughout the US. I live a pretty good normal life. Sometimes it doesn’t always feel that way though.

I mainly set up this blog for ways to express my feelings, and connect with other people who go through the same life issues, problems and growing pains i do. I could write for a little while making a huge post about my whole life, but that would defeat my purpose here, right? Soon enough, i will be pouring my life and heart out onto this electronic paper. I should probably get back to doing some work though, as it is only 1:05 in the afternoon on a Wednesday and i’m currently clocked in at work. Have a wonderful hump day!